I'm sorta homesick. Maybe it is the heat but I'm missing Northern California -- and Oaktown in particular. Which reminds me of another blog I should tout, Meaningfulpursuit- the second on my list of top10 blogs (in no particular rank) that capture special micro cultures. The creator of this blog is a journalist and will have a memoir out soon about her urban farm experience. Another blog turned book deal success story (see Half-Assed, the memoir based on the blog Pastaqueen).
This Meaningfulpursuit sample entry says a lot about Oakland and what it means to live in the lowlands there. Other posts are about cute, fluffy animals.
Trouble Town
I hate this weed.
A reminder of my urban farm: gun fire. Two shots, very close. Somehow muffled. Now, it IS firework season, but I knew those were bullets. Eventually the cops came.
I went upstairs to take the photos, because I think the police don't like cameras.
Then I went back downstairs and kept weeding. “What happened?” A guy in a reggae hat asked. I had been eavesdropping on the cops, so I knew a man had been saot, not killed, upstairs in the apartment across the street. I became the town crier. A family who frequents the goat area drove by and asked. I grew tired of telling the news.
Then a guy named Kilo who squats in the big brick building came out and asked what happened. He seemed shocked, in awe. Since I had absorbed the information for over an hour, I said, “No big deal, it happens all the time.” Kilo and I have a strange relationship–he wants to hate me, but he can’t quite. But my casual observation set him off. “You say that–that it’s no big deal because they’re black,” he said. He sneered and looked at me with disgust. “Oh please,” I said.
He walked away, and for the rest of the day, I was haunted by his accusation. At first I was in denial. Shootings DO happen all the time here. But that I had become so casual about it–that IS disturbing. And those who die, shoot, and kill are 99% black. But was that why I was being cavalier? In my heart of hearts, I don’t think so. I think I’ve just become desensitized to the violence. I mean, how could I say a man getting shot isn’t a big deal? I pledged to apologize to Kilo, and waited for him to come back.
I weeded all the burmuda grass in the two parking strips. I overheard one of the cops, a woman, say “Happy Mother’s Day,” and then she sped off. Then I put down more mulch. I heard more gunfire. Kilo never came back.
